Frustration

Try and let you
Roll off my back,
But you get caught on my spine and I
Crumble under thoughts of we intertwined.
When a cold February night brought me to my knees
It's been all down hill from there
I'll adhere to your decrees. If you please,
I could shout your name from the mountain tops,
Slip down the side and slide
Into your fingertips,
Your lips,
And then I trip, all in a tizzy.
Spinning head wondering if or when you ever miss me.
Ignorance is bliss, but it makes you feel alone
So tell me, boy,
How hard is it to find me in your phone?
Oh please just let me know because there's got to be a reason
Why everything you feel, it seems, is changing with the seasons.
You're just not letting me in
Knock on your door, and you pretend like you're not seeing
Me outside your window, broken, pleading..
Baby boy, modesty can be freeing.
Take a step down from the pedestal
I put you on
And now it's incredible. Sweet revenge
Would simply be inedible, and I know now
Your simple directions are just illegible.
But I guess you already know.